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Visceral Defects

by Trauma Triad

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Forgetting 05:03
Pain is the pact of humanity Embodiment of the impulse to sustain Anatomy's fragile cage But the burden of memory Eternally re-entrains the fractured form ‘Til it breaks Wait, this is happening currently A suffering that will render obsolete All living things in its wake In the grip of insanity Impersonal and incomprehensible This is fate Trauma worsens in the skull Shut down senses, syncope Nervous system will signal 'Future ego, forget me' Slave to the will of heredity An adamant and primordial demand It shackles me like a chain But the sound of it shattering Fades suddenly into sacred nothingness I am free Trauma worsens in the skull Shut down senses, syncope Nervous system will signal 'Future ego, forget me' I won’t remember this Embracing the abyss Pain the mind will forget, like a failsafe opiate Pain the mind will forget Consecrated by this agony Pain the mind will forget, like a failsafe opiate Pain the mind will forget Like a holy fire in deeply dreaming space Everything will be erased The divine is inhuman and empty Cauterized and dead-ending I won’t remember this Embracing the abyss
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Defects bleeding Wretched fever dreams awake, meaning nothing Ego-dystonic survival reflex fading And as the levees start to break Now I’m drowning under decrepit silence Born by accident A brain disease that’s self-aware An empty sacrament, to somber fall And last recall: consciousness is nature’s nightmare Defects bleeding Wretched fever dreams awake, meaning nothing Ego-dystonic survival reflex fading And as the levees start to break Now I’m drowning under decrepit silence All atrophy predictable When nature is overgrown All life is incompatible Born crumbling to the bone All options unacceptable All outcomes interchangeable Only way out unthinkable Or is it so? A brain disease that’s self-aware Disintegrates into despair Deep undersea the dead declare (Hope’s the virtue of a slave) And consciousness is nature’s nightmare Atrophy repeats history Pull me out, white of the eyes and the dark within Put me down, consciousness is nature’s nightmare Pull me out, white of the eyes and the dark within Put me down, consciousness is nature’s nightmare
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Led to their fountainhead Knees weak with sickness Fearful, plague-stricken generation Beneath the water’s finest shine Reflects the idol of mankind Thirsting pursuit of unity Instead must wade through a sunken sea Struggling! Struggling! Struggling through a sea… ...Of shit! All the masses scream in a din Of delusion, fomenting a foul mush That would all but make Narcissus blush Their sight blinded by the softness of night Neverending comfort quest of cliches Counterfeit the bill, until it pays All books torn apart and drowned in the muck Set aside in favor of one Overwritten tome which beckons to the mob On stage, underneath the moon, there is a black page Bleeding ink into the desolate old shoal Congregate them all, its tale be told 'Nubile frame, silhouetted by a mushroom cloud Iron gall, suffocating me beneath its shroud Marble gods, sculpture sublimated by disdain Round the wreck, boundless nothingness beside remains' This crazed proclamation sows a frenzy Sacrifice archetypes at its behest Inspiration strikes you dead with all the rest On shore, struggling, struggling is no more All the washed up corpses and their debris Ever lay and decay back to the sea Beneath the water’s finest shine Reflects the idol of mankind Thirsting pursuit of unity Instead must wade through a sunken sea
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New Rome 02:04
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(Devoured by waves of infinite detail Medicated to the gills Before information entropy prevails Thirty-thousand bitter pills) Drape the eyes with cobwebs And contemplate the mess behind them When breakdown of language Can’t comprehend the depth of damage Devoured by waves of infinite detail Medicated to the gills Before information entropy prevails Thirty-thousand bitter pills Want not for condolence Confounded thoughts cannot decode this Pulled into the triad Impossible to live inside it Observation blind Anaesthetic sigh Crenellated eye A contradiction, neatly subverted Within your grasp The perfect answer to all your problems Until it’s not
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Nature is immersed in obscene overgrowth Animate overflow, as above, so below Endosymbionts of an unthinking beast Eat an unfeeling feast, until they’re released You are akin to the beings within you That idly compose bile, blood, bone and sinew With visceral longing as why life continues Despite the way we ruminate upon ourselves Everything you have can be taken away Like a puppet of clay, held together with tape Slow disorder comes in an unending stream Like an unfinished dream, come apart at the seams Violence elapsed under our lifespan Tearing apart whether cells or man You are akin to the beings within you That idly compose bile, blood, bone and sinew With visceral longing as why life continues Is there no way to transcend replacement? ...blood’s long memory of guts full of gasoline run into my... You are akin to all that’s within The sum of your parts, condemned from the start ...blood’s long memory of guts full of gasoline run into my...

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'Visceral Defects' is the first studio album of the one-man recording project Trauma Triad. Written for a minimalist four-instrument setup, it is an exploration of infirmity, suffering and existential despair using the language of 24-tone equal temperament.

Guitar tablature, as well as a brief explanation of the tuning system used for the album, are included with the free album download.

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released November 19, 2019

Timothy JS - vocals, guitar, bass, electronic drum kit, programming, samples, and artwork

Recording, mixing and mastering by Kevin Pandele at The Damage Room

Album cover photograph by Eric Solomon and Stephen Klimashousky

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Trauma Triad Newark, New Jersey

A musician working with microtones (especially 24-EDO) in eclectic styles, ranging from electronic to metal and beyond.

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